Currently feeling....

All of a sudden

Being very jobless now. I wanted to update my blog. Was figuring out what to write. Suddenly, what im currently feeling right now gave me inspiration on what to write. Currently, i am...

BORING

JOBLESS

LONELY

Heh... Kinda typical right?? All those feelings are very normal to me. But right now, its more than usual. Because Im at home, Im able to contact my 'friends'. But still, Im lonely and jobless.

Why Eh??

Maybe because, everyone is busy. Nobody would bother bout me. Nobody would care bout me. Well, thats life. Alone most of the time. Heh... Thinking bout dis leads me to jelousy. Well, i see alot of people with their BFF/BF/GF, they're so happy! Well. im not one of them. I dont have that special someone. Even if i think i do, that person would not feel the same. So i dont wana 'perasan'.

I dont have someone to share things with or to have fun with. No wonder I feel alone.

Heh.. Someone said, being alone and single is nice and ok. WTH!? So not true.. I have all this negative thinking and feeling because of that la..

It Sucks!!...

...to be lonely. heh.. Right now i just pray that friends will come and cheer me up. I just want attention. Is that too much to ask? I just wana be happy with friends.. Better yet, someone special.. Please.. Anyone??

Tx 4 those who read dis and wants to comfort me =)

Note: This is what happens when someone is lonely,they crap about ;)