Counting the days

Go-ing away..

6 more days

The beginning of the end

HKSBP

My 1st and my last

Ill be sitting and suppoting

7 more days

The start of a break

Mid year break

The time to rest, relax and study

Im looking foward to it

9 more days

The day where my life changed a year ago

A suppose to be a year anny

Somehing unforgettable but dead

Im hurt but trying to move on

1 more day

The last day of a tiring 2 weeks

Final day of examination

Freaking exam

Im tired

Whats next..??





I dont know....

exam

Go-ing with determination!!

EXAMINATION

TARGET

No more failing any subjects

At least 4 A

Top 90 Batch

(Im not smart, so its a small target)

Wish me luck!!!!

Stupid

Go-ing with uneasy feelings

So, get this
Im SINGLE, I DONT have a GIRLFRIEND
Im a LONELY guy
But I admit I MISS her (FNA) alot

But again, get this
Im not that DESPERATE
I wont go up to the extend that I would steal a FRIEND'S GIRLFRIEND

I just need to be around FRIENDS
Be it schoolmates or anyone in the outside world

What HURTS most is
Someone who has been a close friend for me
Could be MAD at me for CONTACTING/TEXTING his girl

Get this
I DONT WANT her
I WONT STEAL her
I just contact her as a normal FRIEND
I wont BETRAY my own friend

But it HURTS when im not TRUSTED in this matter
Am I a PLAYBOY?
I dont go flirting around
Stupid...

Im not much of a guy eitherway
NOBODY wants me
So have no fear people, Your girlfriends WONT FALL for me

Everyone have been saying
'Harris, you've been dumped and rejected TWICE'
Every single time, my so called FRIENDS would say that
Yeah, I would laugh, but deep down it HURTS as HELL
It hurts more when I still have some feelings for her (FNA)

Im trying damn hard to make it through
But why the fuck am I being hated for MAKING friends???
So, this is what i can conclude
I can only be with friends with guys and single girls
Something like that rite?

Ah.. Craps... Stupid Love and Relationship Life




Screw it all

New =)

Go and Gone

I turn my head to the east

I don't see nobody by my side,

I turn my head to the west

Still nobody in sight

So I turn my head to the north

swallow that pill that they call pride

That old me's dead and gone

but the new me will be alright

I've been travelin on this road too long

Just tryin to find my way back home

But the old me's dead and gone

Changes Happens

10 things...

Ill Go as I want...

#1
Exam is coming up (6 days actually) and Im not prepared at all!!! waaaa

#2
Im currently hungry and there's nothing to eat... so suffering!!! haaa

#3
HKSBP 2009 is the week after Mid Year Exam. Im very excited, cant wait. (Hopely Ill Speak)

#4
I hate my feelings. I dont like what I feel right now. As in who I love and whatever

#5
I miss alot of people! Especially those who are close to me. I miss my bestie too!! I wish to spend time with them.

#6
Cant seem to concentrate on studies. But Im working on it.

#7
Hating a few person. Eventually those who were suppose to be close to me, but I hate them.

#8
Afraid of SPM. It seems to be coming closer and I dont have enough knowledge.

#9
Wants a silver lining for my Love Life. Been suffering about it

#10
Praying for everyone to be ok and hopes whatever they do, will work out fine.



Im just crapping about
Mood: Uncertain

Words that suits me

Hardest thing to let go..

To Love Is To Lose

TO Lose Is To Learn

To Learn Is To Cry

To Cry Is To Hate

To Hate Is To Forgive

To Forgive Is To Relive

To Relive Is To Get Over

To Get Over Is To Begin Again

Live Your Life

I Quote From FNA

These words suits me and anyone else out there

=)

Kupu Kupu Malam

Pergi lah =)

ada yg benci dirinya

ada yg butuh dirinyaa

da yg berlutut mencintanya

ada pula yg kejam menyiksa dirinya

ini hidup wanita si kupu-kupu malam

bekerja bertaruh seluruh jiwa raga

bibir senyum kata halus merayu memanja

kepada setiap mereka yg datang

dosakah yg dia kerjakan

sucikah mereka yg datang

kadang dia tersenyum dalam tangis

kadang dia menangis di dalam senyuman

oh apa yg terjadi, terjadilah

yg dia tahu Tuhan penyayang umatnya

oh apa yg terjadi, terjadilah

yg dia tahu hanyalah menyambung nyawa

Dearest People (female xP)

I shall go again =D

All girls =)

Well, no offence to guys la

Guys are still my best buds.

I just wana show the people who are very dear to me.

=)

Azalia (My bestie)

Nurbaya (My P.A)

Eka (My School sms pal)

Bey (My Twin Sis)

Nara (My BirthdayMate)

NurAin (My Annoyer)

Afiqah (My GossipMate)

Nazurah (My kakak)

Miss Azie (My Dearest Teacher)

All of you are the best

I treasure you all and I love you all!

Tx for everything =)

How I Go

This is how i go

I could tell you the wildest of tales

My friend the giant and traveling sales

Tell you all the times that I failed

The years all behind me the stories exhaled.

And I'm drying out

Crying out

This isn't how I go

I could tell you of a man not so tall

Who said life's a circus and so we are small

Tell you of a girl that I saw

I froze in the moment and she changed it all

And I'm drying out

Crying out

This isn't how I go

Hurry now

Lay me down

And let these waters

Flow, flow

My final IIUM Interschool Debate =)

I feeling glad to go again =D

IIUM Interschool Debating Championship 2009

This year was the best ever. All the effort, have finally paid off

After 6 hardcore prelims round and 4 knock out rounds

SDAR made it to the semis!

and this was the 1st time ever we made it there.

a history and record for sdar =)

and in fact, other SBP and good teams had already fallen early

we were the last best team

but too bad we lost in the semis to SMK Green Road, Kuching

They're ok. they got lucky. hahaha

But whatever it is, im glad to even achieve this level

we had to face hardcore teams like..

KUSESS (PPM Champ 08)

MRSM Balik Pulak (Inter MRSM Champ 08)

RMC (Runner up PPM 08, 1st ranked IIUM 09 Prelims)

KGV (Best newcomer and university level team)

we beat them all!!

a great achievement for us!!

with all this

I hope we can make it further...

PPM 09!! Here we come!! Watch out!!

ps: tx to everyone who helped us

and special tx to pn umi, bro izzad, ammar ehsan, shafiq, azim, fakhry (maahad hamidiah), SIGS, SAS, SSP, TKC and many more =)

tx for making my final year in iium very memorable