I dream

I dream of rain

I dream of gardens in the desert sand

I wake in vain

I dream of love as time runs through my hand

I dream of fire

Those dreams are tied to a horse that will never tire

And in the flames

Her shadows play in the shape of a man's desire

This desert rose

Each of her veils, a secret promise

This desert flower

No sweet perfume ever tortured me more than this

And as she turns

This way she moves in the logic of all my dreams

This fire burns

I realize that nothing's as it seems

I dream of rain

I dream of gardens in the desert sand

I wake in vain

I dream of love as time runs through my hand

I dream of rain

I lift my gaze to empty skies above

I close my eyes

This rare perfume is the sweet intoxication of her love

Words of a song that I enjoy, especially during Ramadhan :)

Holy Month

Haven't been writing anything for awhile now. Been kinda lazy. I have like alot of ideas on what to write, sadly it wasn't put into action. Anyways, time to update this dusty blog.


First of all, Alhamdulillah and thank god to Allah that I've been given another chance to relieve Ramadhan. The holy month. The month of fasting. It's been 8 days now. 8 days of not eating and drinking during the day. 8 days of trying my best to avoid any sinful act and 8 days of trying my best to devote myself to God. To be honest, I'm not really a religious type, but even I find this month to be special and beautiful.


Other than an opportunity to slim down (because I don't eat during the day and I don't eat much for Berbuka too) I love to go for terawih prayer at the surau. For me, I don't pray terawih by myself, I prefer it to be in Jemaah because I find it enjoyable and much peaceful.


In Ramadhan, I also get the opportunity to tighten the bond with a few people, namely my family and batchmates as I will attend my batch's Iftar and my family's Iftar soon. I guess previously, I've never truly appreciate Ramadhan and even till now, I haven't truly appreciate it to the fullest. InsyaAllah, I'll try my best to do so.


Ramadhan, one month of devotion and Syawal, one month of celebration. Islam is fair that way :) 

Stalker

Definition of Observe from Wikipedia


'Observation is either an activity of a living being, such as a human, consisting of receiving knowledge of the outside world through the senses, or the recording of data using scientific instruments. The term may also refer to any collected data during this activity. An observation can also be the way you look at things or when you look at something.'


'An observational bias occurs when researchers only look where they think they will find positive results, or where it is easy to record observations. This is called the "Street Light Effect".'


Lately, I spend most of my time sitting at a corner. At the corner, I relax and observe. I look at my surrounding and I watch the people around. Their behaviour, the things they wear, the way they interact and others. It is very interesting. We are humans but we differ in so many ways. Everyone have some unique about them. That what makes this world interesting and fun. Different people that light up this world in many different ways.


Not only that it's fun, sometimes observing makes me happy. It makes me smile. But of cause that entirely depend on what or who I'm observing. But whatever it is, observing people is fun and I'll keep doing it :)

Sleepless Night

I noticed that my blog is so uninteresting. The template is dull and boring. And the way I write things is so lame. But what the heck. I'm not here to win any awards such as 'Best Looking Blog' or 'Most Popular Blog'. I just wanna share things here and that's the purpose of my blog. A place where I write random shits at random time.


And this will be random too. It's 1st July 2012, 2.14 a.m. I'm at Tunes Hotel Kota Damansara. I'm on the floor (because the bed is occupied) and I can't sleep. There's too many thoughts in my head that I don't know what I'm thinking about anymore. I need something to make everything clear again. But honestly, I don't know what that something is and I don't know if I'll ever get it. This is not cool. At all