One.. Two.. Three..
And it goes on and on..
It won't stop..
These eyes would not shut..
It's 5.00 a.m. in the morning. I'm still wide awake. I can't sleep.
My sleeping routine is pretty much screwed due to the holidays.
But it's time like these that I start to think a lot.
A weird time for my mind to be 'active'.
Other than thinking, it's time like these that I stalk a lot.
This is when I go through people's Facebook and Twitter account.
I look through their tweets and post.
Not forgetting skimming through the pictures too.
It's time like these that I get so hungry.
But I refuse to eat. Not because I'll get fat, but because I'm lazy to move.
I also think about those who I care about.
Wondering where they are now and what am I to them.
Time passes so slow right now.
Sometimes it drives me crazy, sometimes I feel at peace.
But whatever it is,
I should try and get some sleep
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight
Good Night :)
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Monday, June 25, 2012
Dress Code
One.. Two.. Three..
Words from my fingertips..
It begins..
So, yeah. I mentioned before that this won't just be about feelings. I'll write random stuff too. So... Clothes. Attire. The thing that we wear to so that we don't show off our birthday suit (yes, we shouldn't show it off. Not everyone wants to see it. trust me). What's unique about clothing and attire is that, there's always an appropriate type or set of clothes for every and any occasion.
I was brought up in a family where dress code is very important. Whatever we wear must be appropriate with the situation or event that we're attending. Whenever someone visits our home, we change our attire to make sure it's presentable enough to them. And it's not for the sake of looking good, but it's discipline too. Not only this is something what my family has inculcate within me, but staying in SDAR for 5 years also showed me the importance of proper attire. I don't think that being that way is somehow a neat freak or overreacting and such. It also shows respect to the event or other people around you.
Which now brings me to my point. I honestly don't understand. A wedding reception is a beautiful and happy event. This is where the bride and groom will dress as nicely as they can to look good on their wedding day and also for their guest. The thing is, if they can do that, why can't the guest do the same? Nowdays, every time I go for a wedding reception, a lot of people are wearing jeans, t-shirt, plain collared shirt and such. For me, that is so inappropriate. Especially when you're in Malaysia, where there's a lot of cultural based formal attires that you can wear. Why can't these people take some time to put on a batik or baju melayu or baju kurung. Honestly, it's not that hard and I'm sure almost everyone have at least a pair of those type of clothes. It doesn't take much time to wear it also. It will also look much better if they do wear it.
Everyone taking an effort to look good on a special event. Won't that be wonderful? Especially when you snap a group photo. So yeah, I think that most people should take a conscience effort to adhere to proper dress code during events and try to look good as much as possible :)
Don't judge a book by it's cover. True
But nonetheless a cover leaves a big impression
And it's all up to us
Words from my fingertips..
It begins..
So, yeah. I mentioned before that this won't just be about feelings. I'll write random stuff too. So... Clothes. Attire. The thing that we wear to so that we don't show off our birthday suit (yes, we shouldn't show it off. Not everyone wants to see it. trust me). What's unique about clothing and attire is that, there's always an appropriate type or set of clothes for every and any occasion.
I was brought up in a family where dress code is very important. Whatever we wear must be appropriate with the situation or event that we're attending. Whenever someone visits our home, we change our attire to make sure it's presentable enough to them. And it's not for the sake of looking good, but it's discipline too. Not only this is something what my family has inculcate within me, but staying in SDAR for 5 years also showed me the importance of proper attire. I don't think that being that way is somehow a neat freak or overreacting and such. It also shows respect to the event or other people around you.
Which now brings me to my point. I honestly don't understand. A wedding reception is a beautiful and happy event. This is where the bride and groom will dress as nicely as they can to look good on their wedding day and also for their guest. The thing is, if they can do that, why can't the guest do the same? Nowdays, every time I go for a wedding reception, a lot of people are wearing jeans, t-shirt, plain collared shirt and such. For me, that is so inappropriate. Especially when you're in Malaysia, where there's a lot of cultural based formal attires that you can wear. Why can't these people take some time to put on a batik or baju melayu or baju kurung. Honestly, it's not that hard and I'm sure almost everyone have at least a pair of those type of clothes. It doesn't take much time to wear it also. It will also look much better if they do wear it.
Everyone taking an effort to look good on a special event. Won't that be wonderful? Especially when you snap a group photo. So yeah, I think that most people should take a conscience effort to adhere to proper dress code during events and try to look good as much as possible :)
Don't judge a book by it's cover. True
But nonetheless a cover leaves a big impression
And it's all up to us
Saturday, June 23, 2012
Deep within me
3.. 2.. 1..
It shall begin..
Once again..
If anyone take an effort to go through my old posts, you might find out that I'm very mushy/emo/jiwang. Well, that was back then. But I couldn't say that currently I'm not longer like that. I might as well still be the same.
One important thing that I learned in the past is that there is no need for me to hide who I am or any feeling I have. Anger, Frustration, Happiness, Loneliness, Love, Fear or whatever it is, I'll just show it. Eventhough some feelings are affiliated with positive or negative element, I'll just embrace it. I once saw a post on 9gag which was quite inspirational (yes, 9gag is not only for humour)
"I'm sad, but at the same time I'm really happy that something made me feel that sad. It's like, it makes me feel alive, you know? It makes me feel human. The only way I could feel this sad now is if I felt something really good before, so I have to take the bad with the good. So I guess what I'm feeling is like, beautiful sadness."
Feelings and emotions. There'll be a lot of that in this blog soon. Of cause not only that. Some random crasp will also be included.
Confuse is a feeling too right?
That particular feeling is strong within me
Right now
It shall begin..
Once again..
If anyone take an effort to go through my old posts, you might find out that I'm very mushy/emo/jiwang. Well, that was back then. But I couldn't say that currently I'm not longer like that. I might as well still be the same.
One important thing that I learned in the past is that there is no need for me to hide who I am or any feeling I have. Anger, Frustration, Happiness, Loneliness, Love, Fear or whatever it is, I'll just show it. Eventhough some feelings are affiliated with positive or negative element, I'll just embrace it. I once saw a post on 9gag which was quite inspirational (yes, 9gag is not only for humour)
"I'm sad, but at the same time I'm really happy that something made me feel that sad. It's like, it makes me feel alive, you know? It makes me feel human. The only way I could feel this sad now is if I felt something really good before, so I have to take the bad with the good. So I guess what I'm feeling is like, beautiful sadness."
Feelings and emotions. There'll be a lot of that in this blog soon. Of cause not only that. Some random crasp will also be included.
Confuse is a feeling too right?
That particular feeling is strong within me
Right now
Revisiting a dusty page
1.. 2.. 3..
Let it begin..
Again...
I've left my blog for quite a while now. From time to time, I do check it out. I look at all my old posts. Reading back all my past experience. Some were sweet. Some were bitter. And some were just plain stupid. Haha. Nowdays, I don't really blog anymore. Facebook and Twitter is sufficient in fulfilling my internet social network needs.
But I guess, I want to start blogging again. I just want a medium where I can write long posts. I just wanna write random things. And let whoever who wants to read it, read it. So yeah. I guess. I'll start blogging back soon. Especially when I have 2 and a half months of jobless break. I need to find a hobby and I guess blogging will be an option for me.
Hey there
I'm back
:)
Let it begin..
Again...
I've left my blog for quite a while now. From time to time, I do check it out. I look at all my old posts. Reading back all my past experience. Some were sweet. Some were bitter. And some were just plain stupid. Haha. Nowdays, I don't really blog anymore. Facebook and Twitter is sufficient in fulfilling my internet social network needs.
But I guess, I want to start blogging again. I just want a medium where I can write long posts. I just wanna write random things. And let whoever who wants to read it, read it. So yeah. I guess. I'll start blogging back soon. Especially when I have 2 and a half months of jobless break. I need to find a hobby and I guess blogging will be an option for me.
Hey there
I'm back
:)
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