What I miss

I'll go

These are the words I feel now

They're all part of the list, things that I miss

Things like your funny little laugh

Or the way you smile, or the way we kiss

What I noticed is this

I come up with something new

Every single time that i sit and reminisce

And you live in my memories

Forever more I swear

That goes out to my bestie




I miss those days


and the kiss aint real

The SMS

I have to go~


Ok. I usually like people smsing me. but this msg is not really a msg i would like to receive.
Here Goes

'Hyep. Gul Lark 4 trial! 50 more days 2 go b4 SBP Trial! it's on 5/8/09 =)'

That was sent by a fren from sms dungun...

WTH!??? dont remind me bout trial!!!!!!! no!!!!

-_-'






I hate exams

The Script

Go~

Yes, its about love life again =)

A few nights ago, i chat with T.
T is a good friend of her.
I chat with T, get to know more about T and asked T about her

Well, here's an interesting part of our chat

T : So, Right now, u just have to wait for her
Me: Yeah, I would wait for her. Thats all I can do =)
T : But it hurts kan, if what you wait for does not work out?
Me: Well, maybe it will.. but I dont mind. Having this feeling is good enough
T : Ooh, Thats sweet =)
Me: Hahaha, naah. normal je la. I do like her. Ill wait and I dont mind

Conclusion
I like her and I know, despite dis feeling and waiting for her, might not bring any good. But its ok, i dont care, i dont mind. Have this feeling, is more than enough

Tx to her =D




Im the man who can't be moved

Always

Go and be Gone

Starts with a Smile =)
It moves on with a bigger Smile =D

She said

'Ris, be there for me k?'

I said

'I will always be there for you. I always am'

No matter what's the condition, How we are, or anything..
I will alway be there
I will always care

Blooming Heart

When The Wind Blows

Go and Blow

I've got to breathe
You can't take that from me
Cause it's all that you left that's mine
You had to leave
And that's all I can see
But you told me your love was blind

There are times
You're so impossible that I should sign a waiver
And you will find
Someone worth walking on when you ask me to go

There was a day
You threw our love away
Then you passed it to someone new
You wanna stayBut since you wanna play
We can finally say we're through

There are times you're so impossible and you ask me to go

You can scream there's just echoes
Pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
I'll leave but just know

As I lay in solitude
Oh what's a boy supposed to do
I shake the very thought of you
Me together, I remember
Late nights when I stayed up late
All I do is wait and wait
Your never coming home to me
That's the hardest thing to see

I got to breathe
You can't yake that from me
I can finally say we're through

I'll leave when the wind blows
Take a breath and there it goes
I'll be outside of your window
I'll pass by but I'll go slow
I'll leaven when the wind blows

You can scream there's just echoes
Pass outside of your window
You'll be sad that you let me go
On every face you'll ever know
And everywhere you ever go
You'll feel when the wind blows

Unholy Confession

Going again~

Lets begin.
a Unholy confession

Im getting tired
Im getting sick
I have no sense of direction anymore
I dont know what to do
I dont know my future
I know Nothing

Lost after lost, Ive gain nothing. It has been too long. But nothing is gained. Im running out of ideas. Be it, either love, life, studies or anything, it seems to have crashed down. REAL hard. What can I do? Nothing. I tried. But it doesnt seem to work. I never gave up. Till now Im still trying hard. But It seems easier to let go rather than holding on to it. But Ill keep doing so. I wont let myself down. Wont let anyone down.

Recently, My heart bloom again. Someone who I have known for a while, light up my heart, my life. Clear sky is visible again. Thank You.

Its normal, when a heart desire something, You would really want it. But for this case, or usually for me, It wont happen. 'What a heart desire is just a dream you can't achieve' Thats what i think is true.

I rather back off, for her sake, for her wish. She have a heart for someone else, so i respect that. Ill help her in any way, be it that it will hurt me, but i dont mind. Its for the one I love. Ill be there for her, anytime she needs me =)

Ive been said that Im too nice. well.. I dont know, but I dont see the wrong. I am just me.

Pointless post. haha

My unholy confession
1) I love her
2) Im backing off for her
3) I almost gave up on life
4) Im still holding on, wont give up
5) I love my friends




Life is hard

Fun =)

Go Go Go!!!


The last Outing
Times Square, Monday, 08-06-09
Razzan, Hisyam, Nazrin, Harris
Azalia, Bainun, Nara

It was fun. 2nd time in cosmo world
Took every ride! They screamed, I was silence
Everyone was dizzy! Especially the guys.
Except me la =P

Took lunch at Chicken rice shop~ Yummy!
Went to buy Donut for ayzie~ and the end~ haha

These are my friends. Friends i would die for. The best. I had alot of fun. Wish it could last forever. It will be awhile till I can hang out with them again. I will miss them alot. Tx for the laughs, Tx for the thrills, Tx for the money (hahaha!), Tx for the moments and Tx for the Friendship



I Love You All

PPM 2009

Finally Im gona go

PPM Squad 2009

The Debaters

The Basketballers

Lets Cut short

PPM or HKSBP Didnt go as I wanted

The lost to SESERI cost us the whole tournament

I blame the lost on me

Sorry to my teamates

But whatever it is

I enjoyed my 6 days at SSP and SAS

Friends was everywhere

I could smile most of the time

My 1st and last PPM

It was memorable in a way =)

To Ayzie and bey

Congrats for making to the finals =)

Ill be praying for your sucess

To SDAR Red Wings

Congrats for getting 2nd

To new and old friends

Tx 4 making my day

To Bro Izzad and Teachers

Tx 4 all the support

To my junior debaters

Good luck next year

To my teamates

Sorry

I had fun

I really did

I will never forget the days